Limiting Beliefs and Stepping Up

I want to talk about the past few months. I have really been called to step up, no stone left unturned, and the flow of the universe has met and supported me completely.
I attended a Wharetangata Ora – Womb Massage Workshop here in Perth. Facilitated by the amazing Raukura Sayer, who travelled from New Zealand to demonstrate and facilitate this incredible sacred Maori / Lemurian modality.
From the moment this circled my consciousness, I knew it would be powerful and I knew I needed to be there. Due to timing and finances I didn’t know how I would get there, but I trusted that it would manifest if divinely intended. I had some very interesting experiences leading up to the workshop dates, and as I had hoped it all fell into place.
Experiencing and learning this powerful process was incredible. I had visions of doing this work from many, many lifetimes. Not only that, all of my training and healing over this lifetime seems to have all led me here, back to this work, my calling, my power.
Since then, I have offered some 15+ Womb Massages, each one has been transformational not only for my clients, but also for myself. A process, a journey and deep remembering of who we are, calling those parts back into ourselves. Becoming whole again.
One thing for sure is that it is completed, there is no going back and you are changed on all levels, including at a cellular and ancestral level. Clearing the path for those before you, and those yet to come.
I have been guided some four moons later, that my personal womb healing is complete. I now have complete access to the women through all stands of my DNA and ancestry, by simply calling their wisdom and their experiences into my womb space.
I have also begun working with one ancestor in particular on a deck of oracle cards. I am told these will be completed and for sale later in the year, so it seems I am going to be very busy!
In November, still hungry for learning, I enrolled in Emma Romano’s Family Freedom Protocol training. Holy shit!
Again, I knew this work would be powerful. I had come across one of Emma’s Facebook Live videos purely by chance and felt an instant connection to her and her passion for helping others thrive.
This modality adds another dimension to the mental/emotional/spiritual work that I have been offering for many years. It focuses on releasing emotional trauma, conditioned habits and limiting beliefs held deep in the subconscious, as well as energy healing and cleansing. And its benefits are INSTANT.
Emma’s teaching format requires that you go through the 15 step program, tod own your shit before taking anyone else through the process. Let me tell you, it gets in there. Into the murky corners of your psyche that love to blame and hold on to victim mentality. It is confronting and you have to be prepared to own your shit and step up into taking responsibility and action!
The limiting belief session was particularly powerful for me. It brought up the long held belief that I am a struggling single mother and that life is always going to be a little bit hard, and I am never going to be able to provide for my family. After going through this process and acknowledging where I have been in effect of this belief, and releasing it for good I had 3 new client enquiries, 7 client bookings and several online book orders within half an hour. Yes! Within 30 minutes, I was already seeing an incredible flow of energy and abundance!
I have been seeing regular clients using this fantastic modality to work on the mental/emotional/spiritual layers, and soon will be offering workshops and group sessions too.
That same night, after a year or more of visualising myself pulled into public speaking, I put out the call to the universe. If I am ready to use my voice for the collective evolution of consciousness, then I require an opportunity to reach more people. The next morning I received an email inviting me to join the long running News For The Soul radio broadcast!
As of 29th January, I will be broadcasting Together We Rise once a month at News for the Soul. The intention is to be a channel and conduit for reconnecting, remembering and reclaiming our power and divinity as we rise together in collective consciousness. I am so excited for this experience to kick off and witness its unfolding. I hope you will join me along the way by tuning in with your own questions and experiences.
These three examples that were woven into the final months of 2018 are an example of how the flow of energy works within our universe. When you are truly aligned to your calling and being of service. I have no idea where any of this will lead me, but I do have faith that it will guide me to wherever I need to be in order to honour my truth and purpose.
Being in alignment doesn’t mean that everything is suddenly perfect (what is that anyway?) I continue to be met with unforeseen challenges, stress and anxiety. What has changed is my ability to cope with it all. To know when to pull back, and when to charge full speed ahead.
Honouring the heartbeat of my life, the ups and the downs. Trusting that all is exactly as it needs to be, in order to experience and navigate my way through the lessons.
I am eternally grateful for your kindness, support and love over the weeks, months or years and I am here to walk this journey not for you, but with you…Together We Rise!

The Strength of a Woman

Today I am searching for an answer, a conclusion in this time of New Moon, to what has felt like a battle of chaos and confusion. Longing for understanding from a place of unravel and heaviness. A time of quiet reflection and processing.

Interesting, I began finding solace in my own words. Drawn to pick up my book and read the passage Spiritual Midwives;

[Women] We remain focused and unswayed.

We are the keepers of truths

Stored deeply within the folds

Of our collective womb,

Accessible each time we vibrate

In accordance with her frequency.

 A reminder that Women are chosen as the portal, the bridge between worlds, the bringers of life because we are the only vessel strong enough to stay the course. The only container equipped to survive the life-threatening process, time after time. The only being powerful enough to remain in their grace, whilst expanding and holding the depth of love required to maintain the selfless act of creation.

But with this great power and responsibility, we are also the only beings strong enough to hold death. Each month, as is reflected with the moon, when the potential of life is not fulfilled nor possible, we are the ones here to hold space for that death as it slowly and painfully crumbles away the lining of our womb. Grieving what could have been. Grieving our right to create and to nurture. Grieving a loss that was never ours to keep.

And as we expand in life and growth, we too expand our capacity to hold death and grief. This is where wisdom is born. A seed of understanding created somewhere in between the lightest and the darkest of our experiences.

We are the Midwives. The strong ones. The wise ones. We are the bringers of life and the custodians of death. Our gift. Our curse.

How Do Integrate My Higher Self Without Being A Weirdo?

How do I begin to integrate my higher self into this life without looking like a weirdo?

Good question.

You can’t! Once you dive into the great waters of self development and spiritual exploration, others will begin questioning your sanity, as much as you have begun to question your own.
In the process of becoming who you have always been, you will appear different to others, you will lose friends and old habits. Mindsets and possessions that you no longer need will start to crumble away. It is the great unraveling, stripping you back to that beautiful sparkle at the very nature of your being. It is no thing to fear, it just is. It is terrifying and exciting and most definitely addictive once you dip your toe into the water and begin to understand the delicate blueprint of your hearts truth.

But, just as everything in nature is balanced, so too is your awakening! For every challenge you encounter (which of course is just an opportunity for growth and healing) you will be offered new friendships, soul connections and opportunities to harness your highest potential in abundance and skills to love and accept yourself in wholeness.

You will feel compelled to share your excitement and enthusiasm with others, and you will be mocked. You will want to tell everyone how much you love them and how fucking incredibly grateful you are to have them in your life, and they may take a step back because  you are too much.

You will begin to feel more connected to everything around you than ever before, and yet more alone than you have felt in your life. 
Your ego will be tested again and again, until you understand that this flesh pocket we inhabit in this earthly life, is nothing but a vessel, a navigation tool to unlock the experiences necessary for the growth and evolution we hope to accomplish on this journey.

Once seen, you can no longer unsee. Trust me though, it is all worth it. You are no longer trying, you just are!  And you are such a fucking ray of sunshine and hope on our little green and blue planet. You are the one you’ve been waiting for. Shine your sparkle and love hard!

Communicating with the Spirit World

I often get asked ‘how’ I receive messages from the universe or spirit world.

The answer is fluid and open to interpretation, it cannot be defined or backed by a scientific formula to validate my experiences for you. Simply because I work with natural and etheric cycles, which exist based on alchemic formulas, not scientific.

It’s like trying to explain to someone how cars work by giving you a bowl of fruit. Not the same, therefore no matter how long I ask you to examine the bowl of fruit, you will never learn the mechanics of a car?

So... nature, the universe, the spirit world (insert what resonates best here) communicate with me (bearing in mind I can only share based on my own personal experiences, and understand that it varies greatly for others. There is no right or wrong. We feel what we feel) using subtle symbols. And the more one sits in the discipline and practices, the more natural it becomes to receive and decipher messages.
In matters of my own personal development, I find that the symbols will start off very subtle, gently supporting the physical reality. If I miss opportunity for acknowledgement the symbols build and build until it becomes like a lesson in life slapping you in the face.
Another noteworthy point is that intuition always feels good…that is, when you ask yourself a question and tune in, your intuition always answers with a positive feeling.
For example, “Should I sell my car?”…your intuition (or gut) will feel at ease and good if selling your car is best for you at this time. If you get uneasy feeling, you can rephrase the question to sense the alternate response; “Should I keep my car?”…if the gut feeling is positive and at ease, then you are telling yourself that for now it is best to hold on to the car. Judging what feels good or not good to do, becomes easier with practice too!

Another form of communication I enjoy is through the animal kingdom. For example, a butterfly lands on your hand out of nowhere and sits there calmly, drawing your attention. You can tune in to the energy of the butterfly (or search one of the many great animal totem blog sites) and you feel that the butterfly is symbolic of transformation in a particular area of your life, career, love life etc. If you are open to this, you will begin to see animals showing up physically, digitally or in dreams.
Recently, I had an experience where I felt someone was being dishonest with me. I couldn’t quite put my finger on the details (and often the details are not necessary until we are offered the gift of hindsight), but my intuition told me that things were not as they appeared. One night, I had a very vivid dream where myself and a group of friends were sitting around a fire and all of a sudden an ocelot walked through the middle of the camp. It was unusual, and I woke up thinking about ocelots. Out of all the big cats, I can honestly say that ocelots are not up there in my conscious mind's top five. So, I search for this animal totem on my phone (as you do!) and am shocked to read that ocelot appears when someone is not being honest or doing things behind your back etc… So for me, this was the confirmation and forewarning that I needed to protect my integrity by not reacting and becoming either the bully or the victim once the truth unfolded.  About a week later, it did bubble to the surface, but because I had processed the emotions, I was able to respond mindfully and not react like an asshole (which would only cause more healing work for me down the track).
That is just one personal example of how messages are able to be received when I am free flowing and aware of what is around me, and how it can be a useful tool to monitor and maintain an gentle space within and not get caught up in the drama of experiences and circumstances.

I welcome you to share your own stories, or ask me deeper questions regarding my personal experiences and understanding.
With love xxx